I never should've let you go so easily.
I never should've said goodbye.
I'm so sorry I wasn't more tangible on how much you meant. Us drifting left me with nothing but a bag of regrets. I had lost you. I couldn't even contact you nor try to get us back, I had power over nothing.

But that's when this feeling came over me like a warm blanket. I knew, somehow, I had to wait for you. You were out there somewhere. But I had to let you go. We did the math, it was over. And all my logic said I would get over you, and that I wouldn't see you again.

So that's what I did. I forgot about you and just about every other girl that even came close. 5 years it took. But all that logic was proved wrong within 14 days. So here I am, back in the memory of 04'. And I've lost you all over again. I'm torn up that I that you're with someone else now, that I was 2 months late, and that I don't have you. But I am grateful, because you accepted someone like me when I was at my worst. And I know what I gotta do now. I gotta keep moving. Another day will come to pass, and time wouldn't have slowed down one bit. And like every other new day, who knows what events lie in wait for the unknowing?

So until the bells have rung, I will be waiting here, despite all logic. With only one shred of hope that one of these days when I wake up, all things will fall into place, and I can finally stop waiting.

More than you'll ever know Mich.